I get so sick of filling these things out when it seem like most people dont hardly ever read them but here goes . I am 30 live in Louisville down to earth and an easy going guy. Here is a letter I wrote to myself bout what im looking for in complete detail
A Letter To Myself About The Kind of Lover That I'd Like To have 5/22/09
For Years now I have been so alone, looking for the one man that will be a perfect fit. One thats heart matches so closely with mine in more then just one way. The one whom I can fall for a little more everyday that we are together.
I want someone who will challenge me in body mind and soul. Someone who will support me in whatever I decide to do but still not be afraid to stand up to me when im about to make a mistake. Someone who is able to make me laugh when I have had a bad day. Someone to hold me when I cry and will celebrate with me when something good should happen.
I want someone who is patient and realizes that I have been hurt many times before and understands that it is hard for me to get close to me again. I want someone who wants to build a life and a home and eventually wants to have a family. I want someone who isnt afraid of commitment and wants to be with me and only me.
I know there is that guy out there for me. Ive been looking and keep thinking that Ive found him only to be let down yet again. I know that I have my friends and I cherish them deeply but they arent there to hold me at night or to soothe me when ive woken up from a nightmare, or anything that lovers often do.
I miss the little things that come with being with someone. Light kisses in the morning, falling asleep in his arms, waking up in the middle of the night and watching him sleep peacefully. Cuddling on the couch watching tv, holding hands, cooking dinner together, taking showers together, making love. Not just sex but truly passionate heated looking in each others eyes feeling the passion goes on for hours type of making love.
I want a relationship built on friendship and trust and compatibility and caring and ROMANCE. I want a relationship that starts at the heart not at your loins. I have always been a hopeless romantic, emphasis on the hopeless by the way.
Im tired of the trists and the relationships that only last for a few months. I want something real true lasting that I can cherish till the day that I leave this world and carry it with me into the hereafter. I know that he is out there somewhere and until i find him or he finds me I wont stop looking for him.