40 YO MAN FORCED OUT ALL DRAMA OVER WIFE EXCEPTS, CHILD EXCEPTS THOUGHT I WOULD LOOSE SOME FRIENDS LOST ALL FRIENDS I ACTUALLY HAVE FRIENDS THAT “HATE” ME NOW. OF COURSE PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW ME HATE ME LOCAL GAY GUYS HATE ME BECAUSE THEY “ALWAYS KNEW!” SORRY, I WAS PLANNING ON LIVING STRAIGHT. HAVING CHILDREN WAS MOST IMPORTANT COMING OUT TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME IN THE 80’S I WOULD HAVE BEEN LABELED PERVERTED I KNEW I WAS NOT THAT I KNEW THIS WAS NORMAL SO DID NOT KNOW WHAT I WAS, THE DEFINITION IS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE ALTHOUGH I HAD MY TIME PLANNED FOR THIS I HAVE ALREADY BEEN FORCED OUT. THE MOMENT WAS STOLEN BY A GAY MAN NON THE LESS. BUT I AM RECLAIMING IT DOING IT MY WAY NOW HELLO, MY NAME IS MICHAEL J COLE 40 YEARS OLD AND I AM “OUT” I AM GAY, I AM A FAG, I AM A HOMOSEXUAL , BUT I AM NOT A PERVERT. AND THE TRUTH IS I WAS NOT STRONG ENOUGH AS A YOUNG MAN! MY 40 YO SELF IS HERE TO TELL MY 15-22 YO SELF YOUR OK YOUR NORMAL 23-NOW IM BEEN MARRIED AND THAT IS PRIVATE BETWEN ME AND MY WIFE. I AM NOT SORRY DAD, YOU KNEW YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID IT WAS OK. BASTARD. MOM YOU HATE TO MUCH, SAD. I CANNOT JOIN THAT WAGON EVER.
ANYWAY I GOT DIVORCED THIS YEAR , HAVE NO MONEY TO MOVE. I AM NOT FOR SALE SEXUALLY I AM LOOKING FOR A SYPATHETIC EAR, I WANT TO MOVE TO A GAY COMMUNITY AND CATCH UP I LIVE IN A VERY VERY SMALL TOWN
GUYS PLEASE HELP ME FIND THE ONE I LOVE
I AM LOOKING FOR LOANS, HELP, EMPTY GARAGE WITH A BED BUS TICKET.
NOT THAT THE “”GAY”” COMMUNITY OWS ME ANYTHING, I ALWAYS BELIEVED AND HELPED THE GAY GUY THAT NEEDED IT I KNEW EXACTLY HOW FELT WAS IN SERVICE DID NOT TELL ON OTHERS OR MYSELF YOU CAN ASK ANY GAY MAN AROUND THIS TOWN THAT KNOWS ME IM A SWEET GUY, NOW A SWEET GAY GUY EXCEPT THE ONE GUY YOU AT WORK GRABBED MY CROTCH AND I TURNED HIM IN -------------he and his friends outed me visisoualy that was it Lifed RUINED!
I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE COME OUT SO ANYBODY WHO IS NOT OUT WE SHOULD OUT THEM WHEN ONE OF US HAS A CRUSH OR NOT!! ANYWAY I WANT TO START ANYTHING TRUTH FULL. THIS IS IT. MY OLDER SISTER CAME OUT IN THE 80S AND WAS ALMOST KILLED FOR THAT BEFORE MY EYES. I am a romantic I did have a Brokeback Mountain relationship more than one. I want to meet a man that maybe want to have kids. ive never had a specific look dant care really its what the day brings
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Ask me about:
anything under the sun.
although I am total out, I am also private, I like gay guys that say " we made love last night " as compared to " i shoved my p&nis in is a$$. ) be a decent man. please.
Kinds of guys I'm looking for:
he has to be polite and honest, clean and commanding his presence when he is in the room, no nude photo shots i will not send any either, we will learn all that when and if appropriate. like normal dating people.
I AM LAZY WHEN COMES TO SHAVE!!
HIKE, BIKE, READ, WRITE, CAMP, SWIM, PLAY GAMS, WII, XBOX (I SUX) PAINT, MAKE CANDY, EVERYTHING A DAD HAS TO DO RAISING KIDS AND MORE LOVE IT ALL.