ive got a heart, and ive got a soul believe me I will use them both. i am a 20 year old college student who loves to have fun and make the most of my days. i am currently majoring in Elementary Education to be a teacher. i am a very compassionate individual. im a simple guy who like to have fun outdoors or indoors. i have a very big heart and get along very well with people.
All my life I've always felt the need to impress people and in order to be accepted I had to be someone I wasn't. There never really was a time I could think of throughout my life I felt truly happy. The only times I felt like I was feeling happy was when I was selfish which is someone I'm not. Never have I ever felt like I ever had a place in the world. Never have I felt in the moment, my thoughts always clouded by this character I've created. I want to be something that I feel alive and right now, I've not found a reason to be anymore. I just keep hoping day in and day out that I'll see the sunshine and I'll finally be happy. This emptiness continues to grow, and I can't stop the constant thoughts of ending it all. But for what? I'll just leave my heart here and it would be empty here and alone, and these will probably be the words written on my stone.
so really I don't know the person I really am.
Ask me about:
anything to spark a conversation. i am a very open individual. but most of all i want to know how it feels to be you.
Kinds of guys I'm looking for:
Daddies. 30-45. Adult men.20-30. Gauges. Tattoos. Muscular. Nice cut beards. Message me ill tell you more.
Sports:Football, Baseball, Cheerleading (All i've personally participated in)
Cooking: Baking, Grilling, (Good cook as im told.)
Movies: Horror, Action, Romance, Some Historical movies (Personally enjoy Horror and romance above all)
i like being outdoors, hike just about every sunday.