Well i am ..some what child like in how loving and emotional i can be especially when i respect or love someone and i love black humor such as step toe and son, Alan partridge and league of gentlemen, black humor is almost everything to me and i try to share my love of it with everyone i love.
My confidence all depends on who i am with, i can be really scared and shy especially in groups and pubs and clubs but with the right people i feel empowered and can talk to total strangers with ease however this is some what rare and usually almost all the time a group will just cause me to withdraw.
Passions are what makes anybody come alive, you see a sparkle in their eye and suddenly everything they say sounds so much more exciting and interesting!! my passions..are gaming i have a really powerful competitive spirit and i will gamble with all the odds against me just for that competitive high and when i want to win you can just feel the tension rising!! like there is a heat surrounding us and nothing could ever be more important, so challenge me some time *eyes sparkle* -_*
Role play is also another passion of mine but its not that easy in person as i kind of have to be..almost in sync with them to flourish confidence, creativity and fun with it otherwise it is just really awkward.
I just want to have fun like anyone else but unlike everyone else i am kind of behind due to some heavy personal problems but i have finally reached the age of expression and experimentation ..but i cannot really do all this alone and until recently i really lived a sheltered life.
I can cook from a recipe but i dont know any by heart and role play. With practice i would love so much to practice hypnosis and asmr on my partner that's you! and i do like walking especially at night with no one else around and the stars and the moon and a cool breeze and a persons hand on your heart to keep warm.
I like to read manga in particular horror manga i love horror and the high you get from it from feeling afraid, paranoia, nightmares, hallucinations its sooo good!!
I read comics to mostly dc so watchmen, batman (lots of batman from all eras) suicide squad (original suicide squad pre new 52) swamp thing, league of extraordinary gentlemen and nothing else much.
I am really curious about almost everything especially sexuality, people i want to know and passion and some times i can be annoying as i can be to clingy, to needy or just trying to figure you out via .. unconventional means.
I like to draw sometimes and dance to my tunes, one day I would love to move out of England maybe live in America, Canada, Switzerland or Japan..but its just a dream.
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horror, creativity, gaming, gambling, BDSM, cross dressing, reading, anime, manga, food and people I care about