...I'm a crazy mix of everything naughty and nice, haha :)that's figuratively and literally.. My friends can testify to that.. I'm an ironic jumble of sorts, and if i were made analogous to food,i'd give you a serious run for the loo. A lot of ME can't really sum up to ME, cause a lot are contradictory. I guess that's what makes the spice in my life even spicier- and sizzling hot at that. hehe.. my life's like a soap opera . except sometimes i feel like both the spectator and the actor in it. People have this misconception of me being this and that, but i love proving them wrong. It's one of life's greatest challenges. Love hasn't been that kind to me. Well, haven't been that kind to it either.. It's a love-hate thang.. I haven't found him yet. Thought i did, but he apparently didn't think so. Harsh. But I alreadt forget the pain and forgive that person. I like being happy but I'm a sensitive person. I like to laugh and forget my problems, but my thoughts actually eat me up inside.
Life demands the best of me. I am.... who I am. I believe that my life is still a work in progress. I love travelling and is very adventurous. I am an aesthetically minded individual who refuses to conform, but is not afraid to reach a compromise. a hopeless romantic who's wit may turn your world around, but only if you're prepared to listen to the lessons and stories i have to share. a day dreamer who sees the world from a different angle, one which only a few others even dare to peek at, more so observe. I enjoy intellectually stimulating conversations and is passionate in what I do..
I sometimes think about how I want to describe myself - what tortured ironies and non sequitur would best convey the essential me - and decide i don't.. Someone who fully indulge the curiousity about the wonders of life. A mixture of decadence and decency... from a sizzling delicacy to a chilly polar frost... do you have WHAT IT TAKES to be me?
AND LASTLY, if you want to identify me, ask me not where I live, or what I like to eat, or how I comb my hair; but ask me what I am living for, in detail, and ask me what I think is keeping me from living fully for the thing I want to live for.
Kinds of guys I'm looking for:
Hmm. Who needs a fling when what i want is the whole fairytale:long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. I'm a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. A strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are surely terrific selling points, , I'm searching for the one person. The one who'll be able to finish my sentences... someone who i want to spend the rest of my life with..